to wrap things up,
i think my weekend last week was Superb.

Sakae buffet to start it off,
and pepper lunch to end of the week was simply heavenly.
and plus maybe Seoul Garden's buffet this week.

gosh i'm growing F-A-T!
but thank goodness for the really crazy physical trainings,
otherwise i would know not what to do.

anws i think i haven't really been paying attention during mano's lessons this day,
having nat yau, glenn and alastair at the back,
boy you can't pay attention,
at all.

even though i think mano's a little cute with her quirky expressions,
plus the fact tht she's iron woman which is pretty irrelevant,
but hey!
she gives me high marks for my assignments!
tht's a plus point (:

and for ss i'm simply not bothered by it.
i figured tht Six was my lucky number for tht,
you'll know why if you knew how badly i was Failing for ALL my ss tests.

and then right miss yeo did not come for amaths today,
hence we were given this really weird relief teacher who made us do ALL the sums,
haha i figured he had to think we were really smart,
considering how difficult all the sums were,
it must have been a feat if we were able to complete them!

then had chinese and maths test!
and and thanks SALAD (:
y'know why :P


oh and i got into obs local,
but i'm pretty much okay by it alr,
i guess i've learnt to be not so eggy and bothered by such stuffs alr,
if youknow me well enough you'll know why.


okies tht's oh!
i'm oh so tired by the physical training this afternoon.
TTFN! (:

truth be told,
i'm still rather devastated over the fact tht we did not make it,
but i guess tht's a closed episode alr altogether.
):



empty handed but alive in Your hands

not such a fantastic chinese new year after all,
probably due to the fact i wasn't really in the chinese new year mood,
and i fell kinda sick over the new year.

yeah so it's been pretty much boring,
just the normal vistings and stuffs,
but the thought of the red packets do perk me up some bit i must admit,
and of course the yummy yummy goodies!
heehee :P

i figured i had eaten to much tht resulted in my puking up of almost everything the next day,
and falling ill.
HAHAH all those pineapple tarts.
heehee i'm a sucker for those the most!

anws i'm supposed to be studying right now for my bio and ss test tml,
but thought i sneak off my books for just a wee second and update since i haven't been doing so for an awfully long time,
i gathered.

anws had training after sch and boy was it tiring,
somewhat friendly agnst the jnrs.
i figured it was due to the fact tht i just recovered tht i played oh so badly,
but nevermind tht.

my legs are aching and breaking,
and i'm really wishing there is no test tml as i'm exceptionally tired to study.

on a higher note,
it was xuening's birthday today,
which was probably the only thing that made my day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUENING! (: (: (: (21st.feb)
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAPLE! (: (17th.feb)

tht's all!
and ermm juniors match against ijtp tml!
all the best (:

TTFN! (:

maple! hey! thanks maple (:

nathanael! hahah i'm not taking advantage of it! anws i've been really nice to you alr lorh, who gave you those happy pills PLUS tht S$88888888 red packet? heh ungrateful brat! hohoho.

gina! hey gina! i love you soo much too and you've brought me much joy in the same way too! (: yupp and i'm understanding God's plan alr, and i believe He has even bigger plans for us! thanks so much for tht encouragement! (:

):
perhaps the reason for not my blogging this week is cos it is been Extremely saddening.

so what the win with crescent,
it just wasn't good enough,
we wanted it sooo badly,
sooo darn badly,
we just didn't get it.

it's sooo wrong,
it's not suppose to end here,
i mean it's pointless ranting or saying anything here.

it's all over.
why?
this question repeats itself to me.
but i really wanted it sooo sooo much,
so badly,
it affected my studies,
i couldn't care less,
i gave all i could to it,
but i guess it just wasn't enough.

and it's so wrong,
we are capable of going far,
we are suppose to.

i break down at the sound of it,
cos it meant sooo freaking much.

i mean i do appreciate the words of encouragement and all,
i really do,
but so what?
no amount of words can bring us back to the matches,
or get us in.

perhaps this is the Worst valentines' day gift ever,
i rather it rained or smtg,
we could still have a second chance,
or perhaps i'm still waiting for a miracle.
anything.
but i guess this is Your will, so let it be done.

everything seems so wrong,
i'm failing my tests or border line past,
but tht's okay,
i'm dealing with the being scolded for nothing or wrongly,
but tht's okay,
i'm dealing with the reality of being out,
but tht's okay.

i gotta be strong,
i've gotta have faith,
things don't happen without a reason,
i gotta trust God.

HAHAH.
Phua Chu Kang is as hilarious as Mr Bean.
(:

besides tht point,
i'm drowned with homework and i so don't want to do it,
so i'm not.
unless i feel like tht's another thing.

so had church really early in the morning today,
as it was church anniversary,
and then i went out.


okays do all those normal stuffs you would normally do,
oh oh i had pepper lunch plus beard papa for lunch!
simply delicious (:

and then i got some pretty ribbons from art friend at a really cheap price (:
just a relaxing sunday to pass by,
heehee tht's all!

i was contemplating to go jogging in the evening,
and then i figured i was too lazy,
plus it sucks jogging alone so i didn't.

yupp tht's all!
i'm so excited for next week,
plus the best best valentines' day gift would be to win the remaining two matches!
and i've got good faith in God about it.
(:


oh and i feel so blessed cos Jim send me many many songs which were good.
(:
YAY!

tht's all!
TTFN (:


those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength

snr xinyi! hahah yupp we will! (: thanks for ur encouragement! hahah i'm quite excited and scared though! HAHAH! (:

bloody blogger was irritating me,
plus this week has been so horrible,
though i must pretty much admit there are things tht made me smile.
(:


wells everything's soo busy,
plus sooo rush!
and i just dunno larh.

hahah.
anws today the o levels results were released,
and most pple i know seemed rather pleased with their results,
and i'm happy for them.
(:


what a sucky pe today,
and amths and chemistry,
i seemed all so distracted but the surroundings.

i figured tht i hadn't been having enough sleep the past few days,
which might be a reason why,
plus many pple have been falling sick of late,
terrible terrible.

oh man i'm oh so anxious for match on mon and wed.
):
we lost to st margs on wed,
actually no as what yeeleen said we lost to ourselves.
):


enough of tht i've been doing shit of my tests,
how how?
everything seems to be going at a super fast speed.

anws HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA! (fifth.february)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENITA! (eighth.february)
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMUEL! (ninth.february)

anyways i'm not so much in the mood of blogging now,
so ttfn!
(:


i've got faith, do you?

shahidah was extraordinary nice to have sent me home via cab though it was totally not in her way,
triple yays for her (:

okays anws this two days have been pretty mundane,
just the same old things,
and trainings after school.

i'm starting to figure tht there isn't really much to say nowadays,
prob due to the fact tht we are alr in the middle of sch and everything's pretty much the same.
how boring.

okay match tml with st marg's.
wish us all the best.
(:

i guess tht's all for now,
and whoosh and i spending some much cashy on this yr's valentines' day.
:/
i'm having mixed feelings about this.

ooh plus the many birthdays coming up,
aileen is going way broker then broke.
hence i've concluded tht it was right of me to have saved up for this rainy days.
hohoho.


oh man plus i wanna go brunei for obs,
oh my my, i wouldn't mind some donations here.
HAH.

i think i was a pretty good girl today,
having spend my time after sch wisely by consulting teachers on the lessons which i have missed,
due to matches.
heehee, feeling good about myself here.
(:


tht's all actually,
yuppys,
ttfn! (:

i chose not to post last week as i had been just ever so busy,
plus i did post twice but it got deleted!
hence i was to lazy to post agn.

i've got work piled up to my head,
and i want to do is jump into bed,
and wash away all my troubles with lemonade.

alrights basically last week was filled with tests, homework, tranings and matches.
had like five tests on a single day.
and unending homework,
plus many tranings,
and a couple of matches with a humagous blister on my feet.

match with outram plus stc on mon and wed.
and trainings on tues and fri in between.

oh but a rather bittersweet last week
so anws ytd have tranining at jjc,
then went to julia's house later,
had her pizza which was way delicious.

then talked,
and went home pretty late.

today had ballet,
then i went out.
hahas pretty mundane stuffs.

okays i'm so tired,
going to slp now,
TTFN (:


little superhero girl.

cheryl koh! hahas what does jumpalagi means! hahah i miss you too! as in miss spending time with you! not just seeing! hahah see you soon alright? then we'll catch up! LOVE!

kim! hahah whatever! i really loved henry my pet fly okay! hahah ass!

grace! hello grace (: